Miss Emma Borden Visits Her Sister in Jail
Double rows of six silver eyelets,
strung with black laces, on each of my shoes.
One window with one ugly lock.
Twelve roses linking vines around
my teacup’s rim, ten and an orphaned petal
on the saucer, which was chipped and dirty.
When Lizzie, sulking, refused to speak to me,
I counted up the prison matron’s room:
two Bibles, one tempting deck of cards,
one table, one threadbare woolen rug, one door.
Twenty days since our parents’ murders.
That morning, when I came to sit with her,
Lizzie threw herself upon the couch
and sobbed that I had given her away.
“No, never!” I cried. “And how could I,
when you are innocent?” In the next room,
the matron, whose room Lizzie occupied,
was listening. Anyone could hear.
Lizzie, sniffling, turned her back to me;
I drew near the single wooden chair
and stroked her arm, her skin burning hot
beneath the black mourning rags. Poor girl,
she’d been the one to find our father killed,
chopped to bits like a block of party ice.
I wonder that she didn’t swoon; I’m sure
I would have, had I been at home that day.
Our stepmother lying dead upstairs,
Father below, the stifling August heat–
the house still reeked of blood when I came home.
Lizzie had closed all the windows and curtains
against the gawkers and sat in the parlor with friends,
discussing undertakers, eating cake.
And yet today, her strength seemed to fail.
Mrs. Reagan bustled about, pretending
to tidy up the room, chatting with Lizzie.
I was counting fringes on the rug
when her voice turned sly. “There’s one simple thing,
Miss Borden, I wager you cannot do.”
“Indeed? And what is that?” Lizzie chirped.
“Break an egg.”
Lizzie looked insulted.
“Mrs. Reagan, I can break an egg.”
“Not the way I’d have you do it.” The crone
licked her dry lips. “Will you bet
The matron hurried off
to fetch the egg. When her footsteps faded, I hissed,
“Lizzie, what are you doing? You cannot gamble
when you are in prison, soon to be on trial
for your life!”
She smoothed her dress. “It’s just a game,
Emma, to pass the time. You worry too much.”
Mrs. Reagan was back in a blink– she must
have had the wager planned– carrying
a speckled egg. She had Lizzie stand
away from me, in case she “broke it wrong”
and egg would stain my dress. “Hold it thus,
in your right hand, and squeeze as hard as you can.”
Lizzie took the egg, smirked at me,
and folded her long fingers over it.
Her knuckles whitened, the cords of her wrist popped up,
but the egg remained whole. Lizzie stood
straight, drew a manly breath, and squeezed
as if to crush the life that never was
from the innocent egg. Then she opened her hand
and almost threw the pale, uncracked thing
at Mrs. Reagan. The woman caught it, barely.
I knew Lizzie was angry, but she sounded cheerful
when she said, “That is the first thing
I undertook to do that I never could.”
I paid the matron; both coin and egg vanished
in her pockets. She’d boil it for her supper,
probably. I hoped she’d choke on it.
My sister calmly smiled, fixed her eyes
on a vacant spot just above our heads,
and gently folded her unblemished hands.
“Miss Emma Borden Visits Her Sister in Jail” is from Honeymoon Palsy (Measure Press, 2017).