Camille T. Dungy

Daisy Cutter

Pause here at the flower stand-mums
and gladiolas, purple carnations

 

dark as my heart. We are preparing
for a war, and I want to drag home

 

any distraction I can carry. Tonight
children will wake to bouquets of fire

 

that will take their breath away. Still,
I think of my life. The way you hold me,

 

sometimes, you could choke me.
There is no way to protect myself,

 

except by some brilliant defense. I want
the black iris with their sabered blooms.

 

I want the flame throwers: the peonies,
the sunflowers. I will cut down the beautiful ones

 

and let their nectared sweetness bleed
into the careless air. This is not the world

 

I’d hoped it could be. It is horrible,
the way we carry on. Last night, you catalogued

 

our arsenal. You taught me that devastation
is a goal we will announce in a celebration

 

of shrapnel. Our bombs will shower
in anticipation of their marks. You said this

 

is to assure damage will be widely distributed.
What gruesome genius invents our brutal hearts?

 

When you touch me I am a stalk of green panic
and desire. Wait here while I decide which

 

of these sprigs of blossoming heartbreak I can afford
to bring into my home. Tonight dreams will erupt

 

in chaotic buds of flame. This is the world we have
arranged. It is horrible, this way we carry on.

 

 

 


“Daisy Cutter” was first published in DC Poets Against the War: An Anthology, 2nd ed. Sarah Browning, Naomi Ayala, Michele Elliot, and Danny Rose, editors. Argonne House Press (June 2003). Used with permission.