Emily Vizzo

Impendium

You have said you lost an earring.

An abalone teardrop, unnaturally heavy in the palm.

What I know of loss begins

w/loss.

 

Within a quiet shop, a piano-scale of sorrow.

Gloss of keys. I chose one song from many

using index fingers.

 

Never love a sister. It lasts

too long. My grandmother on her deathbed,

an old woman, begged that her younger sister,

also an old woman, be cared for.

 

That long? I remember thinking. I, who count

sisters with impatient fingers. Dread

a familiar vest. Too many

ways to lose.

 

Have you ever

dismantled a piano? Unpinned

its hinges and lifted out its keys?

The hidden harp is sharp, and tight.

 

Its taut-drawn wires prick

away with an axe, a sledgehammer,

cutters.

 

The dark hair of my sister leaves

my mind. Listen, I was never

the song.

 

I have tried to join things

back together. To undo sorrow

w/ blunt tools.

 

Here is your earring

and a handful of piano pins.

Here is your torn earlobe.

Here is your handful of hair.